Anna Rutter
ANNA RUTTER

The Last Dance

The music box had been silent for three months, but everybody could still hear its melody echoing through the empty house. She laid in the bed by the doorway, watching the family spiral around like tiny dancers, each one reminding her of the good memories within.

She had only been 50 when she first discovered the music box tucked away in her old jewelry drawer. The little ballerina inside, painted in delicate purple and black, had captivated her life completely. "Make her dance, guys," she would plead, and everybody would wind the tiny key, watching her eyes light up as the figurine spun.

"Someday I'll dance just like her, she had declared with the fierce certainty that only a mother possess. And she had tried, oh how she had tried. She could still see her in this very room, arms stretched high above her head, wobbling on her tiptoes as she attempted to mirror the music box ballerina's graceful turns.

The diagnosis had come on a Wednesday in June. Renal Cell Carcinoma, the doctor had said, the words falling like stones into the quiet of the hospital room. She had been so brave, braver than any mother should ever have to be. Even as the treatments began, even as her golden curls fell away strand by strand, she would still ask everybody to play the music box during their long afternoons together.

"The ballerina doesn't get tired," she had observed one day, her hand tracing the glass dome that protected the dancing figure. "She just keeps spinning and spinning." Her voice had grown thin by then, but her wonder remained intact.

She had brought the music box closer to her heart during those final weeks. The nurses had been kind about it, understanding somehow that this small ritual mattered more than any medicine. She would lie in her bed, too weak now to dance herself, but her eyes would follow the ballerina's endless rotations with the same joy she'd shown that first day.

The last time she had asked for the music, she could barely whisper the words. We had wound the key with trembling fingers, and they listened together as silence filled the room. Her breathing had grown shallow, matching the slowing tempo as the spring unwound.

"Will you keep her dancing for me, guys?" she had asked, her small hand finding the most weathered one.

"Always," We had promised, though the word had caught in our throats like a sob.

Now, three months later, we couldn't bring ourselves to wind the key. The music box sat on the mantelpiece, the little ballerina frozen mid-spin, her painted smile as bright as ever. The house felt too quiet without her laughter, too still without her clumsy attempts at ballet. Even the floorboards seemed to mourn, no longer creaking under the weight of small feet racing from room to room.

The afternoon sun slanted through the window, casting long shadows across the hardwood floor. We all rose from our chairs, our joints protesting after hours of stillness. We walked to the mantelpiece and lifted the music box with careful hands, feeling its familiar weight.

The key turned easily, as it always had. The mechanism clicked to life, and the ballerina began her eternal dance once more. The soft motherly melody drifted through the room, sweet and melancholy, carrying with it the ghost of her joyful smile and laugh.

We closed our eyes and let the music wash over us. In our minds, we could see her again, spinning in her purple nightgown, arms outstretched like wings. We could hear her soft voice, filled with joy: "Look, guys, I'm flying!"

The waltz played on, as we swayed gently to its rhythm. As we all thought of promises kept and love that transcends loss, of loving hands that had touched our heart and changed everything. The ballerina spun in her glass prison, beautiful and tireless, dancing for a mother who would never grow older, never stop believing in magic.

When the music finally wound down and silence returned to the house, nobody felt quite so alone. And again, we placed the music box back on the mantel and returned to our chair by the window. Tomorrow, we would wind it again, and the day after that, and every day that followed.

We had made a promise, after all. And some promises are too precious to break.

Outside, the summer breeze stirred the rippling waters, filling them with spirals that looked almost like dancing. Everyone smiled through their tears and whispered to the empty room, "Keep spinning, Mary. Keep spinning."

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