LOLA AND PULGUITA
The Greatest Show on Earth: A Matinee Performance in Gaza
There's honor among thieves, which is exactly why I cannot share things I have done to help others. None are illegal, yet a quick browse through social norms would disqualify them as 'honorable' and stain them with disdain. We live in a day where it is not the norm to speak out for those oppressed. The shallow lives in food and shelter who beg the world's stage to help. Yet we all sit there, audience members horrified by the picture show, wanting to leave but staying because we've paid admission to the "Greatest Show on Earth."
A circus, rather, of players all invested and collected by their potential earnings. Having sold their souls to the devil, they sit anesthetized to all their complicity. They have broken their own bones so often no remodeling yet exists. In this process, others sit in wait. Their lives a constant horror of flashing lights and sounds. Special effects entwined with their reality that doesn't yield entertainment yet stands open curtain until when...there is no end in sight. Nearly eighty years of this play sits without a critic, one who will venture into the "I don't care" of this apathetic proposition when presented. Yet there stand they all, actors on a stage perpetually bombarded with stage direction while producers and directors do nothing new or logical. The play must go on, yet the end is not discernible or productive.
And the audience sits. And the audience waits. And the audience is now mostly disgusted with the production. Hollywood material. Change the actors and you will have world action. Time and color, unfortunately, dictate the outcome. And the bully resists surrender or chastisement.
The theater program, glossy and expensive, lists the cast in order of appearance. First, the Humanitarian Aid Worker, played by various rotating understudies who deliver their lines with practiced concern while checking their phones for better opportunities. Their monologues about "sustainable development" and "capacity building" echo through the auditorium with the hollow ring of rehearsed sincerity. They exit stage left to thunderous applause from donors who mistake performance for progress.
Enter the Diplomat, a seasoned character actor who has perfected the art of saying nothing while appearing deeply engaged. Their signature move involves furrowing their brow and speaking in measured tones about "complex situations" and "all parties involved." They have mastered the delicate choreography of condemnation without consequence, their words carefully calibrated to offend no one while satisfying everyone. The Diplomat's costume changes frequently—sometimes draped in the flag of justice, other times in the neutral beige of bureaucratic indifference.
The Media Correspondent takes center stage with practiced gravitas, their voice modulated to convey just the right amount of concern without crossing into actual outrage. They have perfected the art of false equivalency, presenting each atrocity as merely another data point in an endless spreadsheet of suffering. Their teleprompter scrolls with phrases like "violence on both sides" and "complicated history," while behind them, the backdrop changes from rubble to more rubble, from grief to more grief. The Correspondent's greatest skill lies in making the extraordinary seem routine, the unconscionable seem inevitable.
But perhaps the most compelling character is the Concerned Citizen, played by millions of understudies worldwide. This character sits in the theater seats, smartphone in hand, scrolling through images of destruction while eating popcorn. They share posts with crying-face emojis, change their profile pictures to flags, and engage in heated debates in comment sections. The Concerned Citizen experiences the full emotional arc of outrage, despair, and eventual numbness, all from the comfort of their cushioned seat. They are simultaneously the most authentic and most performative character in the entire production.
The stage design deserves particular mention. The set designers have created a masterpiece of cognitive dissonance—a backdrop that shifts seamlessly between pastoral olive groves and apocalyptic wasteland, between ancient holy sites and modern ruins. The lighting crew works overtime, casting shadows that obscure inconvenient truths while spotlighting carefully selected narratives. The sound engineers have perfected the art of amplifying some voices while rendering others inaudible, creating an acoustic landscape where screams become whispers and whispers become roars.
The costume department has outdone itself with uniforms that blur the line between protector and aggressor, between victim and perpetrator. They have created a wardrobe where the same outfit can represent liberation or occupation, depending on the angle of the camera and the bias of the viewer. The makeup artists work tirelessly to paint humanity onto faces that have forgotten what it looks like, to create the illusion of conscience on features that have been sculpted by indifference.
The choreography of this production is perhaps its most disturbing element. The dance of destruction follows a predictable pattern—escalation, international concern, calls for restraint, temporary ceasefire, and then the music begins again. The performers move through their steps with mechanical precision, each knowing their role in the endless waltz of violence and victimhood. The children in the cast, those unwilling participants who never auditioned for their roles, perform their parts with heartbreaking authenticity, their tears real even as the adults around them deliver scripted responses.
The script itself is a marvel of circular logic and moral relativism. Written by committees of lawyers and politicians, it contains enough loopholes to drive a tank through, enough ambiguity to justify any action, and enough complexity to paralyze any response. The dialogue is crafted to sound meaningful while saying nothing, to appear decisive while committing to nothing. It is a masterpiece of linguistic gymnastics that would be impressive if it weren't so deadly.
The producers of this show are shadowy figures who rarely appear on stage but whose influence permeates every scene. They control the budget, determine which storylines get developed, and decide which characters receive top billing. Their investment portfolios are diversified across all aspects of the production—they profit from the weapons that create the drama, the aid that prolongs it, and the media that documents it. They have created a vertically integrated entertainment complex where every tragedy generates revenue streams.
The directors, meanwhile, sit in their climate-controlled booths, watching the action through multiple screens and making real-time adjustments to maximize impact. They understand that modern audiences have short attention spans, so they ensure that each act contains enough spectacle to trend on social media while maintaining enough ambiguity to avoid accountability. They are masters of the cliffhanger, always promising resolution while ensuring that the show must go on.
The critics, those few brave souls who dare to review this production honestly, find themselves relegated to small, independent publications that few people read. The major review outlets have been bought and paid for, their critics replaced by publicists who write glowing reviews of even the most horrific performances. The few honest critics who remain are dismissed as biased, anti-entertainment, or simply irrelevant in an age where audience engagement metrics matter more than artistic integrity.
The audience, meanwhile, has become complicit in ways they don't fully understand. They have paid for their tickets not just with money but with their silence, their willingness to be entertained by others' suffering, their acceptance of the unacceptable as merely another form of content. They tweet their outrage during intermission but return to their seats when the lights dim. They share clips of the most dramatic scenes while fast-forwarding through the parts that might require them to actually do something.
The concession stands do booming business, selling overpriced snacks to audience members who munch thoughtfully while watching children starve on stage. The gift shop offers t-shirts with slogans like "Never Again" and "Peace in the Middle East," manufactured by the same companies that produce the weapons used in the show. The parking lot is full of cars with bumper stickers expressing solidarity, driven by people who will forget about the performance by the time they reach the highway.
The theater itself is a monument to architectural hypocrisy. Built with donations from humanitarian organizations, it features stained glass windows depicting scenes of peace and justice while hosting a production that makes a mockery of both. The lobby is decorated with portraits of human rights leaders who would be horrified by what transpires on the stage they helped fund. The building's foundation is literally built on the graves of previous productions, each one promising to be the last, each one followed by another.
The ushers who guide audience members to their seats wear uniforms emblazoned with the logos of international organizations, their practiced smiles hiding their knowledge of what's to come. They hand out programs that list the evening's casualties as if they were song titles, their voices cheerful as they direct people to the best vantage points for viewing the destruction. They have been trained to handle disruptions—the occasional audience member who stands up and shouts "This is wrong!" is quickly and quietly escorted out, their protests dismissed as inappropriate behavior in a theater setting.
The technical crew works behind the scenes to ensure that the show runs smoothly, that the special effects are convincing, that the sound of explosions drowns out the sound of conscience. They are skilled professionals who take pride in their work, even as that work involves making horror look routine, making the unthinkable seem inevitable. They adjust the lighting to cast the perpetrators in the most flattering angles while ensuring that the victims remain in shadow, visible enough to generate sympathy but not clear enough to demand action.
The understudies wait in the wings, ready to step into any role at a moment's notice. They have studied the performances of their predecessors, learning to deliver the same lines with the same inflections, to hit the same marks, to evoke the same responses. They understand that this is not about individual performance but about maintaining the integrity of the production, ensuring that the show goes on regardless of who is on stage.
The season ticket holders have the best seats in the house, their loyalty rewarded with premium viewing angles and exclusive access to behind-the-scenes content. They have been watching this production for decades, their initial shock long since replaced by a kind of connoisseur's appreciation for the craft involved. They can predict the plot twists, anticipate the dramatic moments, and discuss the performances with the detached expertise of longtime theater-goers.
The international touring company takes this show to venues around the world, adapting it slightly for local audiences while maintaining its essential character. In some theaters, the emphasis is on the historical context; in others, on the religious significance; in still others, on the geopolitical implications. But the core narrative remains the same—a story of endless conflict presented as inevitable, of suffering packaged as entertainment, of injustice marketed as complexity.
The merchandise table offers a wide array of products for audience members who want to take a piece of the experience home with them. There are coffee table books filled with artistic photographs of destruction, their glossy pages transforming rubble into abstract art. There are documentaries that promise to reveal the "real story" while carefully avoiding any narrative that might implicate the viewer in the ongoing tragedy. There are children's books that explain the conflict in simple terms, teaching the next generation to accept the unacceptable as just the way things are.
The educational outreach program brings school groups to matinee performances, their young faces reflecting confusion and horror as they try to understand what they're seeing. The teachers who accompany them struggle to provide context, to explain how this can be happening in the modern world, to answer questions that have no satisfactory answers. The students leave with more questions than they came with, their faith in adult wisdom shaken by the realization that the grown-ups who run the world are content to sit and watch while children die.
The VIP section is reserved for those whose donations keep the theater running, whose investments make the production possible, whose influence ensures that the show will continue. They watch from behind tinted glass, their champagne glasses never empty, their conversations focused on anything but what's happening on stage. They are the ultimate audience—present but not engaged, watching but not seeing, paying but not caring.
The program notes, written by academic experts, provide historical context and cultural background, transforming the immediate horror into abstract intellectual exercise. They discuss the "roots of the conflict" and the "complexity of the situation" in language so dense and theoretical that it obscures rather than illuminates. They turn living, breathing human beings into case studies, their suffering into data points, their deaths into statistics.
The intermission provides a brief respite, a chance for audience members to stretch their legs, use the restroom, and pretend that what they're watching is just a performance. The lobby fills with the sound of nervous laughter and uncomfortable small talk as people try to process what they've seen while avoiding any conversation that might require them to confront their own complicity. The bar does brisk business as audience members seek liquid courage to face the second act.
The second act is always worse than the first, the violence more intense, the suffering more acute, the international response more inadequate. The performers, exhausted from their roles, deliver their lines with increasing desperation, their pleas for help becoming more urgent even as they know that no help is coming. The audience, numbed by the first act, watches with glazed eyes, their capacity for outrage depleted, their ability to care diminished.
The climax, when it comes, is both shocking and predictable. The stage fills with smoke and sound, the special effects team pulling out all the stops to create a spectacle that will be remembered, shared, and ultimately forgotten. The performers give everything they have, their final moments on stage a testament to the human capacity for both cruelty and endurance. The audience gasps and applauds, their response a mixture of horror and appreciation for the craft involved.
The denouement is brief and unsatisfying, offering no resolution, no justice, no hope. The curtain falls on a stage littered with the debris of broken lives and shattered dreams, while the audience sits in stunned silence, unsure whether to applaud or flee. The lights come up slowly, revealing faces that reflect confusion, guilt, and the desperate desire to pretend that what they've witnessed was just entertainment.
The cast takes their bows with the professionalism of seasoned performers, their smiles hiding their exhaustion and despair. They know that tomorrow there will be another performance, another audience, another opportunity to tell this story that no one wants to hear but everyone needs to understand. They exit the stage to polite applause, their work done for the evening but never truly finished.
The audience files out slowly, their conversations muted, their steps heavy with the weight of what they've witnessed. They pass the merchandise table without stopping, the gift shop without browsing, the donation box without contributing. They emerge into the night air with relief, grateful to be back in a world where such things are just stories, just performances, just someone else's problem.
But the theater remains, its lights dimmed but never extinguished, its stage empty but never truly vacant. The next performance is already being prepared, the next audience already buying tickets, the next generation of performers already learning their lines. The show, as they say, must go on.
And so it does, night after night, year after year, decade after decade. The Greatest Show on Earth continues its run, playing to packed houses and empty souls, generating profits and producing nothing, entertaining everyone and satisfying no one. It is a production that has run so long that no one remembers when it started or imagines when it might end.
The critics have long since given up trying to review it honestly. The audience has learned to expect nothing and is rarely disappointed. The performers have accepted their roles as permanent, their characters as unchangeable, their fate as sealed. The producers count their profits while the directors plan the next season, and the theater itself stands as a monument to humanity's capacity for both creativity and cruelty.
In the end, the most damning review of this production is not written by any critic but by history itself, which will record that in an age of unprecedented communication, unlimited information, and unparalleled wealth, the world chose to sit in comfortable seats and watch while genocide was performed as entertainment. The audience paid admission to witness atrocity, bought snacks during intermission, and went home satisfied that they had done their part simply by watching.
The honor among thieves that prevents us from speaking of our small acts of resistance pales in comparison to the dishonor among the civilized that allows us to remain silent in the face of systematic extermination. We have created a world where speaking out for the oppressed is considered radical while watching their destruction is considered normal, where helping the desperate is seen as controversial while ignoring their pleas is seen as reasonable.
The shallow lives in food and shelter continue to beg the world's stage for help, their voices growing hoarse from crying out to an audience that has learned to tune out their pleas. The special effects of modern warfare have made their reality indistinguishable from entertainment, their suffering just another form of content to be consumed and forgotten.
Nearly eighty years of this performance, and still no critic brave enough to call it what it is. Nearly eighty years of this production, and still an audience willing to pay admission. Nearly eighty years of this show, and still no end in sight.
The bully resists surrender or chastisement because the audience has taught them that there are no consequences for their actions, no accountability for their choices, no price to be paid for their cruelty. The show goes on because we keep buying tickets, keep taking our seats, keep applauding at the end.
Time and color dictate the outcome because we have allowed them to, because we have accepted that some lives matter more than others, that some suffering is more worthy of attention than others, that some stories deserve to be told while others deserve to be silenced.
The audience sits. The audience waits. The audience is disgusted with the production but unwilling to leave the theater, unwilling to demand their money back, unwilling to insist that the show be shut down. They are complicit in their consumption, guilty in their passivity, responsible for their silence.
And so the Greatest Show on Earth continues its endless run, playing to audiences who mistake spectatorship for participation, consumption for compassion, and entertainment for engagement. It is a show that reveals more about its audience than its performers, more about its consumers than its creators, more about those who watch than those who act.
The curtain never truly falls because we never truly demand that it should. The show never truly ends because we never truly insist that it must. The performance continues because we continue to attend, to watch, to pay, to participate in our own moral diminishment.
In the end, the greatest tragedy is not what happens on stage but what happens in the seats, not what the performers do but what the audience fails to do, not the show itself but our willingness to keep watching it. We are all complicit in this production, all responsible for its continuation, all guilty of choosing entertainment over action, comfort over conscience, spectatorship over solidarity.
The honor among thieves that keeps us silent about our small acts of resistance is nothing compared to the dishonor among the civilized that keeps us silent about our great acts of complicity. We have become a society that values the appearance of caring more than the act of caring, the performance of concern more than the practice of compassion, the theater of outrage more than the reality of action.
And the show goes on.
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